.Saturday, May 27, 2006 ' 10:18 PM♥.
Hey,
Today's day started off with a pretty good note. Though I had these really bad swollen eyes from crying all night BUT it was nth serious.. Oh ya btw I'm watching Kim Sam soon! haha it's nice as usual. Aniwae.. back 2 my day.. Then i went to AC barker for the Jp trip meeting. yea it was quite exciting. Going to 2 amusement parks.. staying in a mantou house... Having hot springs... wearing Yukata... Visting a school.. going to climb up a volcano that's around 5 degree celcius. But i couldn't really enjoy and get excited over the info because it's still nt confirmed 2 whether I can go yet.. I must really make the first 2 weeks of my June hol's fruitful. AND i am GOING To..
AND THEN i discovered the horrible truth from a source that I cannot say.. A horrible truth about u.. It totally dawned on me that alot of things were because of that. And i just broke down and cried when i went home. When i first heard the news I was a bit shaky and I almost fainted... I was thinking " Why? WHY?" It had nth 2 do with the Jp trip just sth 2 do with my family. And then we went out for dinner and i just became cold and ignorant. ( Rarely im like that). Then u picked on me, insulted me and praised urself. How do u think I'd feel? i just hope u can dump that B****h 'cause she ain't worth it.
You don't understand my feelings how can u expect me 2 tell u everything I'm thinking.
Get a LIFE!
I feel guilty 2dae.. I DIDN"T DO ANY CHINESE. Tommorrow intensive chinese.
I WILL DO THE 18 HRS OF CHINESE LAO SHI WANTS!! Well. arnd there. I must get my A1..
Bye,
karms
YYY
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