.Saturday, May 20, 2006 ' 12:15 PM♥.
Hey,
I hardly got a wink of sleep yesterday but I feel like a brand new person. Yesterday was great with going out with Hannah and Esther but then somethings cropped up once again at hom e that made me so irritated and i was so pissed.
Thanks jean for being there for me =). I will never be able to thank u enough and at that time u weren't even at home!! And u still talked to me until 3am.. I'm so grateful.. And u picked up when I called u at 5 plus because I couldn't sleep again and I was so scared.. even though u were really sleepy u really comforted me because I knew that u were there.
Thank you for bringing me closer to god i really want to get to know him better now. He has officially came into my life and is changing it.. ^^. I'm so grateful because now I know that whatever happens god will be there for me. And yesterday, I could feel god's angels sheltering me with their wings. And i hummed some christian songs till i fell asleep. I felt peaceful. but i was still scared.. but it's alot better ^^. I will take into stride whatever happens because I know god has plans for me.
And i feel that I will continue to help "him" and stop him from succumbing to the evil one. I will pray for him everyday until i see something and I will continue to provide him with love ^_^. As a friend and as a pillar for him to lean on. I am not lacking in anything and I have everything to be grateful for.
I wil try to live my life as holy as possible.
I cannot thank you enough.. U made me realize so many things and made me cry... You're an angel to me. Thanks Jean.
Karms.
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