.Thursday, October 18, 2007 ' 9:48 PM♥.
Hey guys,
i know that as the days past.. All of us get more and more frightened of what is coming. To be honest, i'm really frightened too.. Thinking of all the consequences that might occur if i don't do well. And honestly, i'm really frightened to think of what might happen. I've experienced this feeling various times. However, i significantly remember it especially when i was sec 3 and sec 4. I find those years the crucial years of secondary school.. In primary school, my life tended to be on the cloud. Academics didn't really matter ( maybe except for the PSLE). But compared to now.. Primary school was a piece of cake.
I know that God has a plan for me.. That's why im not as frightened as i was before. Thanks to Carolyn for praying for me.. I remember in secondary three, i prayed to god and i know i was scared in sec 3. But somehow wasn't as scared as what i'm feeling now..In sec 3.. All went well. I was promoted and obviously i was over the moon. Things obviously didn't go as smoothly in Sec 4...
In sec 4 my life became a mess.. My road became bumpy. The o levels were crucial to my high school education and i studied. Not as hard as i could have, but i did study. I made a mistake by focusing too much on certain subjects while neglecting others.. ( Focused more on chem than bio) And in the end i recieved the same grade for both sciences.. I was devastated at my results and when was placed in ACS international ... I really felt like dying... But God gave me a miracle. He gave me ACJC.. However, what i'm really frightened about now is that the miracle that god gave me would be wasted as i turn this miracle into a disaster. ( if i end up repeating one more year.).. It would be a lie to say i'm not frightened. But i know that God has a plan for me, he knows i did, or rather all of us did put in effort. That's all that matters and so we shall just await our verdict..
So EVERYONE. Dont be scared anymore. .. God has a plan for us, so just face up to your fears.
On a lighter note, im really hoping ( in general) that everyone can be more sensitive when it comes to grades. I don't like the fact that sometimes people in class starts comparing grades in front of a person who did far worse than they did.
Please take account of people's feelings..
We might not be as intelligent as you... BUT
we're people as well.
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