.Saturday, April 05, 2008 ' 10:23 PM♥.
Hey guys,
I've been having the most horrible week and most horrible days actually.
I'm drained whether mentally, physically or emotional.
Emotionally because i've been dealing with some problems that i feel i shouldn't have dealt with. It's freakin childish and i never came to a conclusion anyway, i just wish i realized that earlier. That shows that i still have much to learn.
And i understand the term bitches and bimbos much more clearly now.. And i've come 'face to face' with them, why do i even bother with them? They just make your life worse.
I'm down with a cough, a slight running nose and a sorethroat is on its way. Blah it's like the three terrible 'illnesses' all at once, and there i was laughing at my sick brother a week ago. You really do reap what you sow.
I've got a whole stack of homework waiting for me.. Especially since i didn't come to sch on friday i felt like i missed out a whole lot of mental information. I've got so many essays to write and so many things to read.
It's even harder to accomplish all of this when you constantly feel like you need to sleep thanks to the drowsy medicine.
Furthermore i've been enlightened that i have to work about 4 times harder than the average student in ACJC becuase my intelligence is not on par with them.. I understand how much harder i have to work, but i'm saddened by the thought that those who never study can get straight A's while I that at least DO study, am left at a borderline fail.
The world is unfair.
My world has dark again, where's the light that i saw before?
Someone, please light the way before i drown in this darkness.
YYY
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