.Wednesday, April 23, 2008 ' 6:58 PM♥.
hey,
Once again, i do apologise for the lack of updates just feeling really tired recently. There's so many things on my mind and to be reaaally honest my mind's really in a whirl though i tend to not show it in my exterior that mucch..
I'm freakin stressed about a large number of things and i realized that planning for your future is not easy. Just getting into a university overseas is already driving me mad.. I have to take my SATs( And there's one and two by the way), make sure i know what the university wants and blah blah blah. PLUS write my own resume( wth).. I know it's prolly a little early to be talking about this but it's really driving me mad because i tend to think about these things earlier, it's erm better then thinking about it last min.
NOTHING to look forward to either. Either than of course the choir tour that of course we're all looking forward to but the preparation for the tour itself is mad and i'm SUPER sleepy. At the same time, studies is really fast now and the teachers are going at a really fast pace, losing me along the way and therefore resulting in me having to run while others stroll..
Of course, im happy that my clothes are coming so that's one thing to keep me alive, either than that it's really difficult to stay postive anymore...
The future is uncertain.
And that's why i can't stay positive throughout even though i know its gd for me 'cos it's easier to get through a sunny disposition then a rainy disposition.
but ultimately i can't help but think that just one wrong move and everything just goes down the drain.. Everything that i've worked so hard for from secondary school onwards just disappears. But i know, i know this is god's plan.
Continue striving for your goals people..
YYY
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