.Thursday, May 08, 2008 ' 9:52 PM♥.
HEY GUYS!,
I hope i haven't been MIA too loong.. I mean a friend of mine did say i disappeared. Haha anyway i realized that i'm not allowed to blog abt certain things. But im still gonna blog abt it since there's nothing negative about it, i just wont say what it is. If your a close friend of mine i'm sure you can guess what :D.
So i had a certain performance today and during the certain performance we were supposed to sing 4 songs.. I reaally like all 4 songs, all super nice but it was just really hard to memorise and really hard to bring the message across at the same time. Anyway during the second song of this certain performance which is btw, a really slow and heartwarming song. Something went into my eye, im not sure what it is but it was probably some dust particle and at that very moment, i teared. ALOT OF TEARS. ( i cldn't enjoy the song at all 'cos my eye was so freaking painful and it looked like i was absurdly sad) => which obviously was not the case it was more like i was absurdly in pain, i hope the person leading us in this certain performance didn't notice that my eyes were closed throughout the whole song and tears just kept flowing.
I only recovered half way throughout the third song but cldn't continue because my eyes were sooo dry throughout the whole time. I continued singing but my soul wasn't in it. I put my soul in the first song but by the end of the last song i really felt so blah.
Totally hate myself. =(, But nevermind at least this didn't happen during AEWF, if it did i wld just totally kill myself!
On a side note i keep getting nightmares abt prelims! Someone save me =(
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