.Saturday, May 17, 2008 ' 10:27 PM♥.
Hey guys,
BEEN MIA once again and i really apologize for that 'cos the thing is, i've been busy not really with academics but more of with my CCA :D. WELL i guess i finally see how difficult it is to sing and everything 'cos my CCA's getting way more intense than before now! And i'll be gone for tour during the period of 26th may to 5th june in case you didn't know!
Kinda got my schedule today and i must say that it's quite exciting! This tour will be very musical and this tour will be the only one that i'm having with my peers and all so im quite looking forward to it =).
On the otherhand, i've got SO MUCH homework to complete over this 'long holiday' when actually on sat and mon i've got CCA until quite late so that leaves sunday but i need to run alot of errands on that day and i'm going for CO concert too! But i'll try to complete as much as i can i suppose.. I have.
1. Econs.
2.Lit.
3. GP ( a whole paper)
4. SAT 2 practise
TO COMPLETE. Furthermore, i have to draw up my study schedule 'cos when i come back from tour ( And i hope feel rather fulfilled) it's full speed ahead for prelims! I must do fairly well.. To my fullest potential if its possible! I hope its alright!.
On the side note, i'm having some emotional issues. I think i like you, but i think you're just being friendly.. If you don't like me in that way ( which i think you don't) i'd appreciate if you don't get too close to me because these close occurences and getting to know each other more than before makes me feel more and more breathless as time passes.. I'm really sorry that i can't reveal who this person is guys 'cos i feel that it's rather inappropiate for now 'cos i can't make sense of my feelings perhaps i'll update you guys after tour :D I just hope it's not true, if not it'll be rather awkward.
I feel quite upset now 'cos i chanced upon a junior's blog and she keeps stating about her airiness, i'd really like to help her because i personally feel that that's a senior's job.. ( to help their juniors) but apparently i'm not sure how to do that when i'm not brilliant either. I'm also relatively airy and i'm not strong in my voice and sometimes i sound very kiddy.( i've been told that i sound really immature). So i constantly ask myself, how am i supposed to help a junior when I myself am making those mistakes? ( though i'm prolly not as airy as her.)
I think the correct answer wld probably be to try and help her and perhaps get rid of the airiness together? Sometimes i feel very depressed when i sing 'cos the person on ther right can't be heard and all i hear from my left is air. That leaves me with no inspiration to sing 'cos i'm not being supported by others.. Now i can understand what this CCA means and what group support means, it is really very important.
Alright, time to do some work, 'nuf rattling for now.
Bye :D
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