.Monday, July 21, 2008 ' 11:12 PM♥.
Hey guys,
I simply have decided to type out a blog post 'cos I can no longer stand this feeling that i'm having inside and if i don't voice it out any longer i will just go BONKERS. Therefore here I am.. Attempting to type something constructive into this blog post.
There is something VERY VERY wrong with me.. And i mean this in a kind of emotional way. It's affecting me yet it isn't exactly affecting me. I haven't had this type of feeling before, it's strange and it attempts to take my breath away yet it's not.
I'm extremely confused at the same time 'cos I don't know exactly what's happening and I personally feel that I've just been entangled into some kind of mess and I WANT TO GET OUT OF IT. I want to focus on my studies better. ( I mean I am focusing but for example TODAY MY MIND HAS BEEN FLYING AWAY HALF THE TIME.) I only get to catch it about 30 seconds later after I realized that it HAS left.. Tomorrow will be better, i'll catch it in 20 seconds. And by the time the week ends my mind won't fly anymore! And by the time THAT hits. I would've lost about FIVE PRECIOUS DAYS OF STUDYING TIME.
I refuse to think about it but I'm just confused. Isn't my post already confusing enough?..
Alright I'm going to end here. Feeling so blah now. Anyway SOPHIA'S BIRTHDAY IS COMING ON FRIDAY! I'M EXCITED FOR HER AND QUITE EXCITED AT THE SAME TIME TOO! Hahaha
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